Walking through her front door felt as natural as going to see a friend this time. She invited me in and we went straight upstairs and sat on her bed whilst she told me about the date she went on. I asked her if she slept with him and she said she would never sleep with someone on her first date- and no I could just tell she wasn’t lying. There is something so innocent and naive about her. She is just as young as me when it comes to real relationships, yet such a confident professional on cam. She curled up in bed and started talking to clients. I asked how much money she wanted to make tonight, and she said because she was going on another date with this guy so she just wanted to make enough so he wouldn’t have to buy all the drinks. She said she would just do one or two private shows. I wanted to get to know her regular clients better, and so I asked her about them. She started to laugh and tell me all about one particular guy of whom she calls a ‘feeder’. Apparently he gives her his credit card details and she orders food to the house. Then all he wants is to watch her eat his food. Personally i’d find this unsettling, but she just loves it. She says that she gets free food and he gets to enjoy watching her eat it, what is wrong with that? I was in disbelief that he was so trusting that he gave her his credit card details, but they have this unbelievable trust and she tells me she could never steal his money, she respects her clients and doesn’t exploit them. It’s so impressive to watch her dealing with all the different requests, demands, insult, flattery etc. They all click on her chatroom and type all sorts to test how far she would go etc. She plays along with most of it, and laughs giggles and flirts. Controlling the situation in sometimes very passive-agressive ways. Most of the time they compliment her but there are the occasional guys that will call her awful things, and she laughs it off and explains that they just want to be dominating, and that she often plays the submissive role on cam. She took the following picture on her phone and sent it to me because she wanted me to include it in m project:
It is a conversation between her a few others on her chat room. At the top she is being what she calls ‘typical kitty’ and playing along with them saying for the right price she would do what ever they are suggesting. Then underneath one of the potential clients talks about a fetish called financial domination? I will have to look into this but Charlie turned to me and she said something like, thats where i would draw the line, i just couldn’t take the piss that bad and totally rinse someone’s bank account. Obviously some woman can, and don’t care about their clients which is so different to charlie.
She kept saying she wasn’t really in the mood to do a live show because she was cold an comfy in bed. She said she couldn’t be bothered to get all dressed up.. but i had a feeling that maybe because I was there she wasn’t prepared to do a live show just yet in front of me. I picked up my stuff and said I don’t want to stop you from making money for your date so i’ll get off. And she replied something like, ‘Yeh it’s hard to do the shows in front of someone because they can get pretty pornographic’. I didn’t want to say it then, but next time I might say something like, is it all possible, i remove myself from the situation and stand at the opposite side of the room, and you just pretend I am not there? Anyway hopefully the next meet I can get some imagery of her properly performing.
Follows are some imagery of her curled up in bed, very calmly chatting to her possible private show clients, and regular clients.
Yes that is a cot in her room and no she does not have a baby. She is at her mums house and it is kept in her bedroom. I quite like it being in the background because it reminds me of her sweet naivety.
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